If you have an intimate longlife relationship but then eventually you figured out both of you can't move on because of communication barriers, would you give up? If you just have a new relationship, or perhaps a long lasting relationship but nothing much special happens, both of you just go on monotonous life and everyday same pattern and same routine, the relationship doesn't look as beautiful as the first time you built, would you still want to move on? If you are in a relationship but you found out that your loved ones doesn't love you anymore, but you love her so much, would you try all the best to hold this love as possible? If yes, what's the point? What if you let go, will you regret? If a relationship that comes with a lot of what-ifs, will you still move on? Why love just can't be simple - you love me, I love you - and no love problems..and nobody get hurts.
I always put so much efforts when it comes to getting a girl I like, but at the end it doesn't turn out to be positive. Of course, sure I can move on. But actually i can't move on, every failure plummeted my confident and my emotional history has been engraved deep down somewhere in my heart. I always hate when i saw couple walk by not because of jealousy thing but it reminds me of her. Falling in love is like falling into drug addiction, I begin to love her trait, her daily basic, daily life activity, slowly and without realizing, she has occupied my life. Every story has a start and an end. When it comes to an end, I have to start over new phrase. Forgetting happy memory is so much tougher than re-loving someone else, perhaps someday I might meet my special someone but happy memories would always remain. One way that i feel so happy, so comfortable, we get along great, do everything together, now I'm alone. Where do I begin?
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