It's been really hectic than I thought, by the time i wake up, brush my teeth, go to school, go back home, do coursework..etc, oh it's 12am already.. then go back to sleep. This same routine is making me tired and started to lose my personal values where i used to do my favorite things during the past-time. Suppose I should be upsetting from some other unworthy things but i kept telling myself "Please check your priority list (i.e. assignment, lab test, assignment, group meeting)" all the time that i do not have times for these shit yet. I think something wrong with me these days. I watch the latest episode of kangxi, Hen Ren and Fan Fan are getting married, and all of the sudden my tears start to moisturize my eyes. I got teary when my friend confessed his love to the girl, and finally he made it (kinda heartfelt or maybe being overly happy). Along the night driving back home, turn on the radio, it's all about song that is falling in love and song that is falling out of love. It has been a whirlwind of emotions all of this time, I'm not sad and i'm not happy either, kind of like in some certain days of emptiness is killing me, i can't tell what's going on but the truth is my heart is becoming more vulnerable. Oh well, I still has to move on with those shitload of works from my college.

So today is April fool, nothing special. I guess I'm more special because my life is fooler.



P.S: been addicted to this song all these while, a song that is so close to me.